Unique Me

Wednesday, May 30, 2007 //

Morning everyone(:

Happy Vesak's day! whoo hoo~
laughs. I'm gonna meet shrylyn at jurong later round the
afternoon and we are gonna spend the afternoon together(:

Spent a night over maddy's place and i've thougt alot through the night.
And, for this, it is for my one and only love - cara.

Hey baby

Hey baby, im sorry for neglecting you last night and now, i wanna apologise
to you for touching ciggs again. I have been wanting to tell you last night but i decided to tell
you today instead as so much has already happened. Sighs. anyway, please remember to take your meals alright? With much concern and love, - char.

Posted @ 8:18 PM

Monday, May 28, 2007 //

Little

Yay!! hols are finally here.Im gonna meet shrylyn to get my pay at town around
five in the evening. Probably after my work and hers.(:

Friends

Gotta know a new friend through shrylyn and this guy, he's damn lame luh.
But i cant deny that he's entertainig too. laughs.

My love<3

Today's the 28th and its the third day of my second month with her. Was
wondering what to get for her. sighs. what should i get? Though we
din spend much time again this month, im glad that at least it is much more better
than the previous month. (:
Im so looking forward to the 7th of june. Cause that was when her hols starts.
And. i hope things would get better at least(:

Ending

Alright, think i shall end here. take care fellow peeps(:

Posted @ 5:05 AM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007 //

Was down at town working with shyrlyn yestersay evening, and that two hours there
is like hell man. Stood there and get cracking despite of that humid weather but the day
still past at the end of the day. For another, we didn't talked last night, cause she's busy with her school work. But that doesn't matter. And. Schoool holidays are finally coming!
Just two more days to go and that will be the start of th e hols. As for some, they're gonna stress
over their exams.(:
Gonna have my practical maybe, today. And for sure, i know im gonna screw up again. xp.(:

Posted @ 7:04 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007 //

Back to update again. Went to NP to look for cara and we went to Beauty World for dinner.
Another simple day we spent together. Went over to mac and she played crazy taxi.
Cara's silly! She took pictures when i wasn't ready and they really look ugly please.
hahah. And. Im happy to see her(:
The bus was so crowded, and we hafta stand all the way back. Baby thought i was
upset when i din' look well half way. Im actually not, says. (:

I waited with her for her bus at my stop and she called me later in the night with
her dad's phone cause her mio couldn't connect again. That night we didn't
chat much even after she called me with her tele when the mio reconnected.
Guess its because we both were tired.

She's having her training this afternoon and same goes for tmr.
So think we won't be meeting till friday. Certain times i would wonder:
Are we still like before? Will we drift apart some day?
There's so many wonderings and thoughts i my head that i couldn't get
rid of. Its a once-in-a-lifetime chance with her, as she said to me.
Things which are happening, is not favourable for the both of us.
And i never expected this can be so serious. Im sorry baby.
What should we do? Or should we just leave things as it is?
I don't know.

Posted @ 2:07 AM

Sunday, May 13, 2007 //

For that past two days, i felt as if my whole world was coming down onto me.
You're away for the camp, and this is the time when all these unhappiness came in.
I've never blamed anyone for what has happened, and i don't regret being with you.
I admit that im really sad when you left me. And thats true.
I wasn't sweet talking to you last night; those were what i really meant.
Please don't leave me again. cause i need you to be there.
Perhaps to you, leaving me was the only best way out.
But to me, its even worse. I need you to be there for me when im down, because thats when i need you the most. You are my support. And you are all that i need emotionally.
iloveyoubaby, now for the first time, i wanna let you know that you've
made a great difference in my life. And i'll never want you to be outta my life.

Posted @ 9:37 PM

Friday, May 11, 2007 //

Baby has gone for her camp today after meeting me at her sch.
Due to the shortage of time, we sat around the toilet instead.
Exams has already started this week, and im just not confident at all.
Anyway, im sure the next few days will not be as normal. :(

Posted @ 5:10 AM

Sunday, May 6, 2007 // My new job(:

Last friday, shrylyn and i went to suntec tower two for an interview for those
office work and we started work immediately on the spot. On our first day, we
were asked to send e-mails for them to other companies to let them know about the free advertising on the internet. We were supposed to work till 8.15p.m. but we left earlier at
7.45p.m. cause shyrlyn gotta reach home by nine.

Cara came to fetch me from work and we crap around on our way back.(:
And when i reached home, as usual, i waited for her to reach home and call after
she's done with her thingies. We chatted till the midnight and that was my end of
the day(:

Saturday morning was rather chaotic for me the next morning. I was suppose to
get up by seven and reah shyrlyn's place at 7.30a.m for breakfast before leaving for work
together but i got up at 7.30a.m instead. It was rushy, so i rushed out of the house
not long after i got changed and done with my hair. :X
When i finally reached her place, i kocked on the door but no one opened
it. so i took out my moile and called her. The call got through, and when the person answers,
i asked her where she is and told her that im already outside her place and that person happens to be silly cara. hahah. And silly really went to open the door and waited for me. oops:x

It was then i realised i've called the wrong person and i thought shyrlyn has left without me.
so i went ahead to take the mrt to jurong and FINALLY, she retuurned my call and told me that she was still at home. Therefore, we were already running late and she asked me to hail a cab and take it to her place because it was hard to get a cab from her place but who knows,
things would be so messy that day. After i've boarded the cab and was already on the way to her place, she sent me a message saying that she is already on anotther cab and asked me to wait at gombak.

So in the end, we went one big round lah. That day, we were late for 15minutes but luckily we still managed to get there not long after.
The afternoon after work was simple. (:

Posted @ 5:49 PM

Thursday, May 3, 2007 //

Another afternoon passed, simple and plain.
People in my class can be quite irritating at times.
alright. i have a lil smth for you guys.And here it goes:

Trying to comfort the old woman after her husband had died from an accident,
The social worker decided to ask her what happened earlier before the
accident took place. ' Its so unexpected,' said the old woman, ' he told me he was going to
get some lettuce at the market before lunch, and now he's gone', she said.
When being asked what she intends to do after that, the old woman replied
'Now that he's gone, i'll hafta make do with peas.'

Alright, i shall end here for the day.(:

Posted @ 11:23 PM

Wednesday, May 2, 2007 //

For that moment, it was the first time i seen you
feeling so helpless and confused. Im truly sorry about what happened
yesterday afternoon and i wanna use this chance to apologise to
shyrlyn too. I know its irresponsible of me to just leave like that,
and i shall vow that there's not gonna be anything like this happening the
next time.

The rest of the day was boring after i went back, and my mind was
so full of you whenever my thoughts were drifting. I cln't forget that expression of yours,
it made me felt as if i was walking out of you.
Im REALLY SORRY BABY.

Dan and i went to westmall to get his pants in the evening and waited for winnie before
heading to causeway to meet up with ken and two of dan's friends for a movie.
Dinner was simple; winnie and i had Long Johns while ken and dan went to get the tickets for
spiderman 3. The place made me felt even worse- CAUSEWAY POINT.

Maybe im thinking too much, my limps brought me to the shop you used to worked
when winnie and i were walking around before the movie started. I felt so lonely, and
how i wished you were there.

The movie was starring halfway, and it was already quite late. Afraid that you'll be turning in without calling, i contacted you with thoughts all over my mind. Luckily, you waited for me to get home and settle down before calling me again. And when i heard your voice, i recalled
that expression of yours which really made me felt so bad. IM sorry for crying last night my dear, and you're irritating too:X

cause you made me cry again after i've washed my face by siniging that particular song:(
Anyway, i just wanna let you know that im really sorry and i love you baby.
maybe i can't contact you for these past few days; but one thing is for sure- you will be missed.(:

Posted @ 10:50 PM

Tuesday, May 1, 2007 //

Its may!! whee:D
hahah. omg. hope everyone's got a great day yea.
alright. since im here, shall share with you some
happenings of mine for these past two days, and you
guys will know how boring my everyday is like.

SUNDAY: A normal day, woke up late and revised at home after
having lunch- and lil came to gombak and we went to mac to study togthr.
Met up with shyrlyn later round six and we had our dinner there.
And lil send me home after nine plus.

MONDAY: Woke up, get ready and went over to shrylyn's
place. when comes to school life, its even worse. study,
study and teachers just kept revising and revising. Went
to ngee an with shyrlyn to look for lil and we had our
lunch-dinner at the coffee shop opposite beauty world.

Hah, think its time for me to stop here. take care everyone(:

Posted @ 4:06 PM