Unique Me

Thursday, June 7, 2007 //

4th june(:
Hmmm.. i spent my day at cara's place, once again. well, i don't know if that's
gonna be my last time going there, but i know i will definitely miss slacking there(:
Saw her mum the moment we reached her doorstep(:, and i'm so happy to see her sgain(:
And. the rest of the time at her place was spent watching 'dead alive' that was in her laptop
while she's studying for her exam(:
She wanted to send me to the bus stop when i was leaving her place but i forced her to go home in the end:(, and now, i wanna apologise for doing that. I'M SORRY, CARA ZHANG.:( shouldn't have gave you that attitude. stupid me:(

5th june(:
Had my whole afternoon spent at sentosa with shyrlyn and irene on the 5th,
and the three of us ended up having red patches on our bodies right after tanning.
The afternoon was alright, except for some of my struggling moments to keep still(:

After our tanning session we went back to harbourfront mac* to grab a bite(:,
and we were looking at the pictures that we have took that afternoon.
And. guess what? we had a total of sixty plus pictures man! laughs:DD

6th june:(

It was a boring day which i woke up at 3 plus and spent the whole day at HOME!!
How i wished you would ask me out again but, you din. Well, it's alright. i understand that you
hafta prepare for your exams(: Good luck eh? do your best!(:

7th june

I was awaken by her call this morning, and her voice was the thing thats sweetest enough
to brighten up my day(: However, things between us started to go awry again. I don't know what has gotten in her, but she just seems so weird all of the sudden. And there's something which i really dislike is when she thinks that she's a burden to me, which i don't find it so. How i wished she will not be feeling this way again. sighs. i thought things would be better after her exams, but never did i expect it to be worse. :( Don't think she would wanna msg me again thios time. My words were really harsh just now. I shouldn't have said that man. AND NOW, i really feel like banging my head into the wall. ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CARA ZHANG!!!! I JUST WANNA TELL YOU:

I'M TIRED OF MAKING YOU UPSET AND SAD. AND SERIOUSLY, I AM.
I KNOW YOU'RE ALWAYS FEELING THAT YOU ARE A BURDEN TO ME, BUT PLEASE
TRUST ME WHEN I SAY, 'NO, YOU'RE NOT'., CAUSE WHAT MATTERS MOST SHOULD BE ME, THE ONE WHO'S TELLING YOU SO. I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY I'M SORRY. :(

hey, i didn't copy and paste it okay, i really typed it out.

Posted @ 6:03 AM